It is so sad how fast they have to grow up I feel like i was just on the way to the hospital having him. Just to give you a little back ground on his birth i almost had him in the car and my doctor was not at the hospital so some random doctor had to come in from the hall to catch my baby.We expected it though since I was only at the hospital for 45 min when i had Amber so he just had to show her up and only be at the hospital for 7 min. It was so scary. But anyways we celebrated his birthday on Sat. since we have a funeral this week and the 4th of July. It was tonz of fun and he love that he got to make a mess with his cake and not get in trouble.
So far this year I have lost a Grandpa in January, Then one In May and now My Grand Mother died A couple days ago. That puts me at Three grandparents dying in 5 months. It is super crazy how it has been so fast. My Grandpa Fraughton that passed in Jan. it was very fast and shocking. My Grandpa Neil ( mom's Dad) it was a long time coming so it was very much expected. And now my Grandma Lois ( moms Mom) Just a couple days ago it was a huge shock and I still don't think it has really hit yet. We found out 2 weeks ago that she had cancer and her doctor said she would do great with the treatments and would pull through. But then on Wed. night she was not feeling good at all in in alot of pain so teh home health care came out and determined she needed to be transported to the hospital right away. They got to the hospital and her blood pressure was nothing and her kidneys had been shut down for two days and the cancer has spread to her intesines. They stablized her and tranfered her to Utah Valley and she passed away the next morning. My mom has now lost both her parents in a month of each other. It has been a long har couple months with so many funerals to attend. My poor Amber, she dosen't fully understand but she sobbed when she found out my grandma died. Loosing 3 grandparents in 5 months is alot for a 3 year old to deal with. I love and miss then all.
So I think it is time I set my blog as private. So everyone that wants to still look at our blog send me your e-mails. It is just to scary to not have it private cause everyone can look at it. So even if i don't know you are looking at it send me your email and I will invite you to still veiw it. Thanks
Every mornig we wake up and Amber looks out the window to see if it is sunny. If it is she jumps on my bed and has to wake me up yelling it is a sunny day lets go to the park. So we go to the park alot for my sanity. It is nice we have some frends that go with us. We love the Nelson's Grove park it is right by our house and it is a pretty park with lots of trees and a pond with ducks so we always have to bring something to feed the ducks. I aways have to tell Amber when we first pull up that she has to play on the slides an dsee the ducks for a while before she can swing, cause if I don't she would live on the swings. That is all the kid ever wants to do. So here are some pictures from our last trip to the park. Masen loves the park too but he mostly likes to try and eat the wood chips!
Yay Nic is finally done with school! It is so nice to see him at night. He gets to come straight home from work. Amber and Masen are so happy to have their dad back. Amber was starting to act up to get attention from her dad , near the end of him being done, and now he is home and she is starting to act so much better. I am so proud of Nic for sticking with it and finishing, so he can support our family and so i can be a stay at home mom and take care of our kids.
So lately all of our friends and people in the ward have been having babies and they are all girls. So Amber started telling me we NEED a baby sister mom!! And I say oh yeah maybe soon and she gets so uupset. She sees any baby that is a girl and its mom we need her or Mom can we buy her she is cute ( if only it were that easy). So I had to write it down so I would remember to tell her how badly she wanted a little sister when she was two cause I can bet once she gets one and that sister gets older she will be asking me if we can sell her instead of buy her. Don't get me wrong she absoulutly loves her baby brother but she really wants a sister. Nic keeps asking her what if when we do have another baby it is another brother and she gets so mad at him for even saying such a thing. Its just funny cause my little sister Tiffany wanted a little sister after my brothe Kolten was born so bad so my mom and dad took her to the ultrasound and found out it was a boy ( Dallan) and she came home and put her head on the table and said " Its a brother" and burst in to tears and cried and cried, and she still didn't get a sister til there where 4 brothers. So I can totally see Amber doing that. Amber is getting so much better with playing with Masen. She does like to torment him and puch him over and take things away but they will actually play together for a couple minutes now. So I can get stuff done around the house.
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